Spray the your eyes with some mace in the dark

Doom is sitting on the fire escape of his apartment. It is early morning and the world is busy. Yet he has no where to go. He sometimes gets up early to watch everyone in business suits go to work, kiss their wives goodbye. Watch the school bus roll up take the kids to school. Watch as the wives run their errands or do house chores around the house. Life such a beautiful thing isnt it. But Doom has chosen a life less ordinary. A hard but wonderful life, full of travel, pain, and excitement. The life Doom has chosen is more a life that chose him.

He whispers as he speaks.

"You know that could have been my life, my wife, my child. I could of had it all. Maybe with Alli (Doom cuts himself off forgetting he can not mention her name anymore)

"But who am I kidding. A life like that was never meant for guys like me. I'm good for taking punishment and for taking the lives no one ever wanted. Drenched in misery, madness and chaos. And I ####ing love it."

The sun peeks from the side of some clouds. It will be a warm day today.

"I saw Maharaja first promo, it wasnt anything in there that mattered a shit to me. He thinks he's a messiah. Thing is Maharaja I have seen Messiahs come and go from SFT, aint none of them ever amounted to jack shit. You underestimate me as so many have. But you will be the one on the losing end come Slaughter. I see the new Prez all worried bout people not putting forth effort for his tourny, he had simply but to ask. But he chose like so many before him to overlook me, dismiss me, cast me aside as if I never existed. It is his mistake as well.

Let me tell you who I am Maharaja. My mother died when I was a child. I am the son of a roofer. My father built roofs for a living. And one day he fell off the roof and died as well. My sister had just turned 18 and so I was allowed to live with her. It was a very hard life for us. But I came to love her like a mother even though she was my sister. She sacrificed so much when she didnt even have to. And I will never thank her enough for taking me when any 18 year old shouldnt have to put up with that. She gave up her dream of college to support me and take care of me. My sister is the only family I have now. My memories of my father and especially my mother are almost faded now. Forgotten not that I meant to forget but it happens. And now that I have a little money in my pocket I have moved out of my sisters place. And I am putting her through college. I put my body on the line every night for SFT. I kill myself cause my sister deserves it. She deserves to recapture the dreams she gave up when she took me in. I love SFT, but SFT was never there for me when I was a child. She was. Now I will be there for her."

"You may ask what is the point of my story. The point is Maharaja and everyone in SFT that may be reading this. The point is, life isnt always fun and games. Life isnt calling yourself a Messiah and thinking you can cruise by with just a few words like that and win. I am looked down on for being nothing but me. And if being real and being loyal means crap here, guess what the makes you Maharaja?"

Doom smiles as he gets up and gets ready to meet his day.

take what you want from this and take it as real or not.........